Episode No. 2 - We lost our lives in the pursuit of desires - Shafaq Kazmi

Episode No. 2 - We lost our lives in the pursuit of desires - Shafaq Kazmi

Episode No. 2 - We lost our lives in the pursuit of desires - Shafaq Kazmi

 Dude, it's been five months ... I haven't come out of this four wall ... I haven't seen a single ray of sun for so long ... now I can't sleep ... I don't know the day or the night ... Better is the life of the prisoners living in the jail, at least they can travel to the court, I am not destined for that either ... Alif wiped away his tears ... told Najaf that his lot Was a good friend

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Dude, I'm coming to your house to be ready. We'll go out for a while ... your mind will be refreshed.

Dude Najaf don't be stubborn ..... then you know my life has become a hell .. more problems will arise .. my heart wants me to run away from this prison somehow ..... or I will give my life ۔

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Stop talking nonsense. Don't talk like a child.

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Najaf, you know, Baba wants to force my marriage, even where I have no value. I have been expelled once ... Najaf, I listened to these people ... They are not happily marrying me, they want revenge on Mama Baba. Mama Baba had a marriage of choice ... which he objected to ... now he wants revenge, he wants me to marry his son and keep me as a slave and something else Divorce me soon and send me back.

Baba doesn't understand my words. Baba has come to his words. I forbade him. Baba says no one forbids such things. There must be a thief in your heart. Dude, I am tired of my character. Things started to happen ... A started crying ...

A. Stop crying ... do something ... talk to Arham ... he will surely release you from this imprisonment.

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No, I will not talk to Arham ... I will be in pain myself ... but I will not let it hurt ... Arham is dearer to me than my life ... Arham is a very good boy Yes ... I want him to be happy forever. I am not worthy of mercy ...

A. Then who else is there for you? To be able to get out of this hell and to be saved from the coming hell ... How long will my soul endure so much suffering?

Najaf was worried about A.

You know Najaf Baba says you are a test for us..why don't you die..mama also says you will definitely do something wrong ..

Then I am saying ... if it is wrong, everyone already understands you ... run away ... or go to Arham ...

Dude, I can't let Mama Baba's honor burn.

And I am not worthy of mercy ... I will face the difficulties that will come, or I will commit suicide ...

Wouldn't committing suicide to inflame the honor of your Mama Baba..please learn to live for yourself. if there is another boy then it is not right then I say to Arham..take him away

Dude please ... my friend is a sorry ... very good friend.

I have lost him once, not again. He will be taken away from me. I have no one in this world. I used to tell him everything that was in my heart. Not now. Now I am scared. ۔

I wish I could do something for you A ... Najaf cried and said ...

Just do it for me so that if I die, don't tell Arham about my death ... he will be upset.

When I leave his life, he will forget me as unfaithful ... but if he finds out about my death, he will not bear it ... I can't see my friend upset

A. You will not commit suicide. It is considered a sin.

I have no other choice ..... they will divorce me and send me back ..... don't put a strain on me like divorce on my forehead ..... all started crying ..... I'm in pain too. There would be someone who I was afraid of losing. There would be someone who would love me. How strange is this fate and my heart went to those who do not get destiny?